Memory

Do you remember the earliest memory you have ever had? For me it’s my 2nd birthday party. I remembered the dress I was wearing, a black dress with flowers on it. I was at my birthday cake getting ready to blow the candles, surrounded by other kids. I kept leaning towards my cake and got…

64th Merdeka Anniversary

It is Malaysia’s independence day today on the 31st of August 2021. Unfortunately I have no mood for it. Malaysia’s state is horrible so why should I even celebrate it’s independence? Clearly we are not able to run our own country. I’d rather it be colonised. All we do is destroy each other due to…

All you have to do is ask

For most of my life ever since I was a teenager I’ve been interested to share my thoughts, lifestyle, travels, poems, songs, and information. I’ve realised that my true passion is to be a content creator. I’ve had a YouTube channel since I was 18 years old! Back in university I’d upload some videos of…

The time I met Avril Lavigne in person

It was the year 2008. The place? Kuala Lumpur, the capital city of Malaysia. Avril Lavigne was going to start her Asia Tour and the first country was Malaysia. It was kind of a bad situation because the country had tried to cancel or postpone the the concert just because it was too close to…

Why am I so public with my lifestyle?

In honour of Pride Month i’d like to take this opportunity to talk about my sexual orientation, my lifestyle choices and why I chose to publicly put myself, my lifestyle and my love life out there on social media. Growing up and trying to figure out what I like and how I would like to…

Ways to reduce plastic waste.

Starting a few years ago I have decided to reduce my plastic waste. Sometimes we seem to not realize just how much of waste and especially plastic waste we actually create. I believe that subconsciously it may affect our wellbeing because we are ignorant to how our waste is being managed or rather, not managed….

A letter to my younger self

Dear younger Sarah, Nothing in life is permanent so remember that when you feel things aren’t gonna change, they sure will, in time. Learn to master the art of patience. This also applies to happy moments so make sure to really treasure them as they too won’t last forever. Remember to always connect with those…

An open letter to those who are anti-LGBT

When you find happiness and love,I am happy for youWhen you find someone to spend the rest of your life with,I congratulate you When you do a big wedding for your marriage,I attend and celebrate with you, your unionI would never want you to be unhappyI would never judge you for your own choicesI would…

What it’s like to lose a mother to ALS

My mom has always been a very strong character. She’s pretty much extreme in everything she does. She worked so hard and against all odds, she went from a financially poor background to making a mark in the corporate world alongside powerful people who are mostly men. She’s definitely one of a kind. She loved…

Being gay in Malaysia

Malaysia was listed on the top 9 dangerous countries in the world to be LGBTQ. It’s really tough to realise what you really want for yourself with everyone around you telling you what you should want or how to live your life. Coming out and being open about our sexual orientation can be hurtful to…

In the wild

Dream: I was at a retreat, in the wild, like a jungle but like in a New Zealand setting. Mom and others decided to stay and I decided to keep going somewhere. There were alligators in the small river, me and another girl waited for them to pass them we continued our journey. We ended…

Dark nights

Dream: It was super dark, almost pitch black, I was outside, with just my phone. It was like I was on a street, a small road, no cars. Kept walking towards somewhere. Some people passed by. Not complete strangers, familiar, but it was too dark to even see them anyway. Then a couple came closer…